Here goes my small little FEMALE EGO

There is a little experience I would like to share with you all...

I have been putting on oodles of weight since last few months...so I decided to take the advice of my friends and started hitting the gym from this week.

There happens to be a girl in the gym who looks like a little trainee to me, and she has got this nice sleek figure and is a sure treat to eyes...somehow I got inspired from her and droolled to make up my figure one like her...
But the tragedy is yet to come...

yesterday evening,on the trade mill,the instructer asked me to work on it for 10 minutes with a speed of 6km/h...but this is what I have been doing since last three days...my role model was working on it for 15 minutes with a speed of 8km/h...
I asked the instructor that I could do the same but he said "TUMSE NAHIN HOGA"...What an INSULT!!!! I couldnt take it...itis not that I am gymming for the first time..my small little FEMALE EGO was bruised so badly...
The instructor kinda underestimated me...CRAP!!!!

But I wont give up...as soon as the instructor left me alone...I increased the speed to 8 units and the time span to 15 minutes...
The trade mill rolled and I could feel my legs getting weaker by each passing minute...but I still wont give up...10 mins...11 mins...12 mins...
if my legs could speak,they would have shouted "HELP HELP" by then...but I still wont give up...just 3 more minutes to go..2 minutes more...1 minute more...I could hear the ticking sound of the clock in my ears...my heart thumping on each second...30 seconds now...I have almost done it!!!...
But exactly at 14 minutes 44 seconds, I lost my balance and I fell on my knees on the trade mill...
But the trade mill wont stop...it kept rolling while my knees kept on getting grilled by it until the instructor saw me and picked me up from there...

My knees now badly bruised and swollen,the instructor got me some ice for them....
And now it was his turn...he said "I told you, you are new to this and you shouln't do that"...
And I now it was mine "When did u say that...you said TUMSE NAHIN HOGA...anyways SORRY!!!"...

So thats the saga of where my wounded FEMALE EGO landed me...the wounded leggie I mean...
gotta go guys...gotta hit the gym now....
Whatsoever I am determined to lose weight now... :)