Hope, I am not sure its such a god thing in my case.
whenever I have hoped for the best, it hasn't happened. It happens when I have lost hope or just managed to stay detached. But I am human after all, how can I manage to stay detached of something that I have worked so hard for.
I am losing my hope, but I am not sure why.
If there was hope the first time, there is no reason why the same hope shouldn't be there the second time around. Nothing has changed. Just because it did't work the first time around, its not that would not work the second time.
Now see, that's what I am talking about.
I am so conflicted. I feel hopeless, but somewhere down there I have faith. I am not sure if this is a good thing.
I have had such an uncomplicated life so far. Nothing has ever come easy to me. I worked my ass off, and after a good struggle I got what i wanted.
But this time its different, I have been working on it since 4 years and nothing happened. I took many approaches, changed strategy multiple times but nothing worked. It's making my life complicated and it can only go worse in future.
Life, my friend!!! Why do you want to complicate my life...I am working so hard for it, give me what I need, like always!!!
whenever I have hoped for the best, it hasn't happened. It happens when I have lost hope or just managed to stay detached. But I am human after all, how can I manage to stay detached of something that I have worked so hard for.
I am losing my hope, but I am not sure why.
If there was hope the first time, there is no reason why the same hope shouldn't be there the second time around. Nothing has changed. Just because it did't work the first time around, its not that would not work the second time.
Now see, that's what I am talking about.
I am so conflicted. I feel hopeless, but somewhere down there I have faith. I am not sure if this is a good thing.
I have had such an uncomplicated life so far. Nothing has ever come easy to me. I worked my ass off, and after a good struggle I got what i wanted.
But this time its different, I have been working on it since 4 years and nothing happened. I took many approaches, changed strategy multiple times but nothing worked. It's making my life complicated and it can only go worse in future.
Life, my friend!!! Why do you want to complicate my life...I am working so hard for it, give me what I need, like always!!!